Heroin: Methadone Symptoms & Side Effects

Question: My boyfriend just died of a heroin od?

(Posted by: kikyo_lost_love on 2010-08-17 15:12:50)

We dated about 3 and a half years and we both was on drugs. Well he died like 3 weeks ago. And it messed me up. I ended up oding too but I didnt died. I miss him a ton I am now off all drugs and go to NA everyday. But how to I move on with out seeming like I dont care its not that I dont want to rember him it just too sad I want to kick the guy who sold it to him. I dont know what to do I cant deal with life with out the drug

Posted by: D.D. on 2010-08-17, 18:14:15

You really do need the help of rehab professionals. This might be a good time for you to get into a place like that , if you are able to. this one is supposedly one of the best lahacienda.com I hope you can do that. You can handle life without the drug. Anyone can. You just havent practiced for awhile,and there is help for you. Here is a good type of therapy and help once you kick the habit. eftmastersworldwide.com

Posted by: Makemesmile on 2010-08-17, 15:20:15

Easier said then done I know personally ......you will never forget and the pain may never go away. You can always change the negative to positive. Get a job helping people with drugs, become a motivated speaker, give people advice there are so many things you can do with your life around all this email me if you need to talk hun

Posted by: Airam Mermaid on 2010-08-17, 15:25:33

What? wait, don't tell me, are you gay?

Posted by: briihanna4 on 2010-08-17, 15:26:33

The loss of someone you love is never easy, especially knowing it could have been you in that situation. The pain will never fully go away, but staying away from the drug that caused it is a good start to recovering. People make mistakes, and sometimes those mistakes lead to addictions, like this one, which can screw up your life. The best thing you can do is, in his memory, get you're life back on track, and always remember everything you loved about him. Don't focus on the death part, because dwelling on it will only drive you crazy, although it's hard. Because of your addiction, it may seem like life without the drug is unbearable, so what you should do, along with your meetings, is find another way to deal. Find a hobby, maybe a sport or an art, that calms you down and keeps you focused. I'm not saying this will prevent you from wanting the drugs, but it will help to keep you sane, and keep you healthy, and that's the most important part. Please remember, don't overdose like him. Every human life is important. I hope you get everything back on track, and I hope you take what I'm saying to heart. Get well soon <3

Posted by: Edward on 2010-08-17, 15:35:40

I guess the way to look at is that you could have died as well but didn't and you have to take what you can from such a horrible experience also think what he would have wanted for you. I lost someone who died because she didn't take a drug that she was supposed to and died in her sleep. For a long time i could imagine her watching me or being in the room with me and even imagined what she would say to me in certain situations. Now i don't think of her that much and i do feel a bit guilty about it but i genuinely feel that she would want me to get and with my life.

Posted by: seth on 2010-08-17, 15:52:33

Talk to your sponsor in NA... you cannot move on without pretending it never happened or feeling hurt. Your sponsor will help guide you.